This blog used to be home to all of my Media Studies work, I just hope my old tutor doesn't check this blog again, for his sake.
The point of this new blog is to let people know I'm trying to start fresh, stop being grumpy and get a girlfriend. Its also a diary of sorts, so i can get my inner thoughts out and clear my head. A good friend suggested I started a diary when my heart got ripped out and shat on. So I used the ol' paper and pen to draw my rage and anger, once I got over that I found a fuck buddy at work, one thing lead to another and we started going out, and my heart got ripped out and shat on once more and that's put me off having a girlfriend for a year and 4 months now. Last night, when I threw an insane drug fuelled and sex filled house party, a friend suggested I find a fuck buddy, if you were paying attention 5 seconds prior to what I'm typing now, you will find that my experiences with a fuck buddy ended badly, but what the fuck do I have to lose? Problem is, Ive gotta find one. And that brings me nicely to my original point, if I'm trying to start fresh, why would I go down that familiar rabbit hole? I'm at a complete crossroads on what to do with myself, I have no idea why I decided to continue blogging after 3 years of blogstipation, at 2 in the morning on a Sunday, hungover as fuck, when nobody is even going to read this.That was a basic round up of what is in my head at the moment, Ive been ToM, you've been wonderful, good night!
